That cloud that keeps reappearing.

But, it is lessening. It loves to reappear just to throw me off my balance again, but little does this cloud know is it's making it easier to enjoy life without it. Without that constant down pour of entanglement constantly perplexing, and tickling my cerebrum. The cloud once ecstatic, almost milky white has altered to being obscure, and dismal.

Things really are getting better for me. The cloud I have spoken of returns sometimes, but to become more of an obstacle. My expectations of happiness are crushed each time. Things are becoming very way too old. I've been doing this so much lately, and for so long. It's just becoming beyond believable. I feel like it needs to end, because it's getting my situation nowhere. It just causes more disappointment, and more unnecessary emotional distress. That's enough of that.

I went to Six Flags today for "Physics Day". It was a great time! I rode The Ninja, Mr. Freeze, Evel Knievel, Batman, and others I cannot seem to remember. I was surprised at how obnoxious some of the people there were, especially in groups. I hate social influence (peer pressure), as I like to call it. People in groups always seem to act like they're so high and mighty! They want to seem cool in front of each other. They also make rude, provoking and unnecessary comments. The verbal aspect is bad, but they also get physically obnoxious too! It's disgusting. I'm tired of people our age. We all really need to mature and just stop being so blind. There's more to life.