Neutral Day.

I have had no confrontations with the with the rain cloud today. The incomprehensible aspect of the cloud ordeal is when the cloud is content because it then keeps the heat of the golden spheres from harming me. It feels like nothing can hurt me, I feel invincible, invulnerable, and unlimited. I feel as if I can take on anything that is thrown at me, and that I am not alone. I've been trying to please this cloud in these glorious skies, but my attempts fail. I've tried everything. Sometimes the cloud is dark, and perplexing. Other times it is vibrant, and white. This is the key is here. I've wanted the cloud to dissipate lately, but during its darkness I see slivers of silver. The slivers are buried by an overcoat of confliction. In this state the cloud can harm me, and they often do, but the cloud has brought a great garden of saffron. This cloud has the potential to hurt me again, and again; It continues to do so. I feel like I can help this cloud in keeping its slivers. When I see these slivers it reminds me of when the cloud was in perpetual silver. Which makes me deal with the rain cloud, because I'm hoping it will re-obtain them in return resurfacing true amber. Although the cloud was silver and white, it was certainly not golden. My very essence tells me things are different now, something I wish to believe. My quest to help this cloud isn't easy, as it continues to rain on me I'm standing here in the storm. The storm that I can't seem to escape. The storm I do not want to escape, the storm I love. The ultimate poison. Perhaps I'm in the eye of the storm. Hopefully things will clear once and for all.

I liked how those above lines turned out. I started adding symbolism, and some other devices but I stopped. Maybe I can turn it into a poem of sorts. :) But this isn't poetry hour, so I'll make sure to talk more about life, than this "cloud". I'm just making everything figurative so I don't have to say what's actually happening, but still giving you the general outline.

Anyway, it's the first day of May. Anyways, my two good friends had spent the night yesterday. We woke-up around nine and wasted our day away. We made some food, listened to music, and just chilled out. Nothing exciting. I'm going to begin taking piano lessons soon. Right at this very moment I'm reading on music theory. I cannot wait until I start lessons! I feel like I'll finally have something to do that I will enjoy!